My second life’s gone bad.. or not?
Well, lots have happened in my personal second life :) not all good but certainly not all bad!
I have met great new friends and lost a few too :( That’s part of the fast world SL is, I think. In RL you lose track of friends too and gain new ones. I had parties, art shows of one of the best photographers in SL Skip Stahelli, one of my friends got really hurt because his SL wife lied to him and ditched him. He did find new happiness in SLand hopfully also in RL. I wish him only happiness, he deserves it so much after what he had to go through. I had lots of great conversations, dances, fun trying stuff and exploring. My SL bro has RL things so i don’t have much contact with him anymore. I miss him very much, he’s so much like me only more evil *laughs*. He’s my evil twin! I don’t have to explain to him, he knows what i mean..thats soooooooo precious and so awesome. He’s the best.
I had this awesome friend for over a year, believe me, he’s one of the few who last that long in my list 
I clean up from time to time, nothing personal, but if I find nothing to say to them, I usually dissolve the friendship. That doesn’t mean I dislike this person, it’s just I don’t want a long list of peeps I don’t even know anymore. There are a few exceptions but those people touched my heart so deeply, they will never leave my list.
Anyways, this guy was very special, he’s like magic. We had a short but oi boy! an intense relation. Lots of drama but I still find him one of the most interesting guys I have met. I miss the intellectual conversations we had lololol. He decided to set his profile to offline and dissolve our long friendship. Such a pity but I’m done trying to get him back in my life. I’ll prolly be his brat forever 
Never the less, I will never forget him and maybe we will end up dancing somewhere, you never know. He’s wierd.
And OMGGGGGG I did what most of you did at some point in SL (nooo not cyber lololol) I had a partner! Yez, I met Floyd Feden and liked him, he seemed very nice and it turns out he is 
We became close and decided to do the’ partner thing’. It was my first time; I was in shock for days
We also did what most of you do: we ended the partnership after 5 weeks or so. Yesterday…. I had enough of it for various reasons and only time will tell if I was right all along. Sometimes you feel things but they keep telling you you’re wrong. Still I have my doubts. It’s funny to see how some guys spent so much time to get to you and when they do, they slowly make you feel like ur part of the furniture :/ Why is it in RL soooo much easier? Is it because in RL you can use body language, facial expressions, smile or just you open up one more button of your blouse? At least the attention in RL is way easier to get and to maintain. It seems I have lots of troubles to find a great, sweet, honest, and hot guy in my second life Or maybe I might have met him already. Who knows, I’ll know soon enough :-) He must like wooden shoes! I do not know if I am going to try again to get so involved with a guy as I did with Floyd. It does hurt when things go bad and makes you feel like a fool to have trusted someone so much and spent so much time waiting for someone who never shows up. But I know there are great guys out there unfortunately there are assholes too and usually they are good looking…. Ah well, it’s just like RL (hey.. it is Real and it is Life), one day you’re in and the next you’re out.
This took most of my spare time :) I am not 24/7 online anymore. I need to focus on other things so I will be off lots more. I hope to meet you in world, sent me an IM!
Oh and yes, i had my share of troubles in the last months…. a nice visitor filed an abuse report against me for having sexual content on a mature sim, so i got a nice warning from my Lindenfriends. So i got up and removed allllll of my toys 
One girl sorta kindly accused a little but not explicit of stealing her texture which prolly isnt hers at all but can be downloaded from the internet by anyone cuz its a free texture. When i wanted to talk to her about it, she never responded… go figure. One good thing came out of that. Since i had to renew the line anyway, i did it sooner then planed and the old things are gone! So thanks! And.. i got my first ban.. *blushes* I’m always a good girl, i inform vendors when they have a house for sale at 0 LS which everyone can see it is not correct, or file ARs when other designers need help, i am innocent *grins*
I think its for having a vendor on one of the islands who apparently sold stuff which was not hers to begin with (to put it nicely). I immediately asked why i was banned and never got a response accept for ‘i don’t know, i will get back to you’ I’m still waiting…. :| This store was one of my favs, i bought their stuff for over 2 years and spent a small fortune there.. Well after being puzzled i figured its for the best. It will keep me from spending so much money and make me look into new shops and new designers. But…… be aware and don’t do as i did… I never read the email i received thoroughly. I took action against this vendor and all her stuff was gone in a sec off course. LindenLab is not always right and does make mistakes. I recently found out an awesome swordmaker was banned for days from SL and his content was deleted!! It appeared to be a mistake made by the Lindens but he did got banned for days. I know all people make mistakes, its part of our nature So do i! Constantly! I do try to learn from it *rolls eyes and is blinded by the bright light from her halo*
Anddd i got this from a guy i met, i was dressed up for Halloween, i looked so cute!‘smiles and drags his nails along her neck with his eyes set a gaze to hers…”look..your just stunning and i have so many thoughts of the different ways i can please myself with your body..and in turn..i must say..the biiggest turn on will be me watching you get off”
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